Much
to my chagrin, a number of important voices in comics criticism have
started to move away from writing about comics. The reasons for this
move are many. In the case of some, they've taken on other positions
within the medium (working for publishers, creating their own comics,
etc...), in other cases they've been harassed by the internet for
having unpopular views (most recently Zainab Akhtar from the great
site Comics and Cola who is scaling back her posts), and in still
other cases, they've just hit burnout. I recently contacted three of
my favorite critics and writing partners who have all publicly stated
they are moving away from criticism or have begun to question its
worth, and I asked them to write a short piece on why they have come
to this point in their “careers”. My hope is that this
discussion may lead to something. What that something is, though, I
have no idea.
My
concern is that as more erudite and thoughtful critics leave comics,
what will become of comics themselves?
It
started when I put out the following e-mail to Taylor Lilly, Justin
Giampaoli, and Keith Silva:
“Gentlemen –
I'm
thinking about putting together a little writing piece called “When
Good Reviewers Burn Out” or “Writin' About Comics Blues” or
“When Love Ain't Enough” or “Fuck You, There's No Money In This
Shit” or something like that.
I
figure it this way – we're all kinda wondering what the hell we are
doing when we are doing this writing about comics thing. As you know,
I've been thinking about this a lot lately – not necessarily what
is the role of the critic (although I'm still working that shit out,
see my interview with Colin Smith), but why write about comics at
all.”
What
follows is their responses (followed by my own sense of things):
Taylor
Lilley (No Cape No Mask): Why write about comics at all? Why write at all?
Why do anything of soft value in a world where actions of hard value
are so desperately needed?
Don’t
worry, I’m not going to actually try to answer all those questions.
I too have looked at the header of an article, seen the double digit
read-time, and thought “Not today”.
Elkin,
you wrote the above italics in an email to a small group of people
who routinely invest their time, gratis, in considering the
work-for-money of people who make art for a living. Then, a couple
weeks later, you wrote this.
I’m not going to label it a review, or an article. It just is.
For
me, my answer to the italics is this: If I can’t be as emotionally
involved and as philosophically provoked by what I’m writing as
Elkin clearly was, and articulate it so effectively, well…
why shout mediocrities into an already echoing well?
Defeatist?
Extremist? Unrealistic?
At
the core of generating any kind of readership is consistency. Every
copy-and-pasted “How To” article you’ve ever superciliously
browsed will confirm that. So will Seth Godin, so Hyperions and
Satyrs both agree. And if we’re considering writing, we’re hoping
to be read. Unfortunately, I’m rarely engaged to the extent that I
feel my content deserves to be found. Rarely do I watch a film, read
a comic, binge on a show, and find at the end of it that I have
something to say about it so worthwhile, so insightful and otherwise
unavailable, that I MUST deliver it to the people.
But
if I don’t deliver something consistently, if I have no track
record of entries to prove my dedication and credibility, how will
anyone find these infrequent gems of mine? They won’t.
So
to have a shot at discovery, I have to create and publish content
that I don’t really believe deserves sharing, earning trust for
when I drop the good stuff. That sounds too much like my day job,
grinding through the shitty parts to get to the golden parts. Doing
that pays my bills, buys me this computer so I can afford to indulge
these navel-gazing quandaries of self-expression. But before the
screen, fixed in its glow…
I
just don’t care enough about being read to start grinding again.
Without
that effort, though, I don’t get to exchange with brilliant folks
like the other contributors to this piece. I don’t read as much of
what they produce, either, because I’m less interested in receiving
than in exchanging. So do we actually publish for the minds we’ll
meet, rather than the effects our content will have?
I
don’t know. I’m not publishing right now.
But
once I’m engaged, there are two questions: “Will anyone find
this?”, and “If nobody did, would their lives be worse for
missing out?”. Double-positives do not abound.
Maybe
I’m asking the wrong questions.
I'm
trying to keep this as concise as possible, you know I have a
tendency to ramble, so I decided on a list. In no particular order, here are some of the factors
that have influenced my decision to "quit" reviewing comics
when I hit my 10-year anniversary at Thirteen Minutes come this
November:
1)
Volume. I started Thirteen Minutes in November '05. At the time of
this writing, I'm at 1,792 posts on that site alone, and even if each
post only contains an average of 5 capsule reviews (it's more), well,
you do the math, that's a lot of fucking reviews. This doesn't count
the 2 years I reviewed comics for my LCS web-site in San Jose before
Thirteen Minutes started, it doesn't count any of the solo reviews or
great roundtable reviews we've done together at Comics Bulletin, it
doesn't count reviews in The East County Californian (a small alt
weekly down here in San Diego), it doesn't count reviews at Fanboy
Comics, nor does it count the 521 mini-comics reviews I did at
Poopsheet Foundation from 2009 to 2014. I estimate I've done around
9,800 reviews total. Through sheer volume, I'm just tired.
2)
Niche. The critical landscape is different now. When I started, there
largely wasn't a critical presence that reflected my reading habits,
something that was in between the sometimes haughty erudition of The
Comics Journal and the predominantly low-brow humor of Wizard
Magazine. Now, there are many options in this space. We had/have
people like David Brothers and Kelly Thompson and Tucker Stone and
Abhay Khosla and Dominic Umile and Oliver Sava and (insert your
favorite critic of choice). At the time, I egotistically believed I
was filling a void, and that void no longer exists. Side Note: Notice
how many of those names I rattled off have transitioned to other
industry roles and have also quit the comics review business.
3)
Compensation. There's simply no money for generating online content.
Not counting comp copies, store credit at an LCS, or a Press Pass to
a show (which I have all received, generously so at times), what
reviews actually pay cold hard cash? As a matter of course, they
don't. I think TCJ pays $50 a review last I heard(?), but you have to
constantly pitch (all with a denial/no response to acceptance ratio
of about 10/1 I’ve heard anecdotally), it isn't a steady weekly
role. I'm not sure a weekly paying gig exists. When I wrote for that
alt weekly in San Diego, I made $25 a week per article, an actual
check from the Entertainment Editor! And I was thrilled! It paid for
my weekly comics! That was the most I ever made writing comic book
reviews, and it's interesting that it was for an out-of-industry
venue. I've reached a point where I'm much less willing to give the
milk away for free "for the exposure" unless someone is
willing to buy the cow.
4)
Purpose. Aside from sheer love of writing or love of comics, what is
the point of reviews? Really, what function do they serve? The way
the direct market is set up, they don't move the sales needle an
inch. The retailer is the true customer in the direct market, so
unless you're talking to them directly and they're increasing their
orders, there's a negligible sales impact. Some creators read them,
many creators don't. Are they for people trying to establish industry
relationships? Are they just RT click-bait to vainly get social media
hits? Is it just an outlet for people trying to "break in,"
to position themselves on the fringe of the industry? We can do down
a rabbit hole about how we're discussing art and how that very
discourse is a goal in and of itself (which I do believe - I worked
for 7 years at a museum and can bore you to death with the ancillary
benefits in "enrichment of culture" arguments and
strategies around "creating connoisseurship in an audience"),
but I'm talking more pragmatically, what purpose do comic book
reviews serve? I'm not sure there is one. From the POV of the
publishers, free marketing perhaps?
5)
Peers (Lack Thereof). It's always bothered me that there's no set of
industry standard common core qualifications to be a reviewer, or a
critic, or whatever you want to call it. With the proliferation of
voices on the internet - I mean, EVERYONE is a broadcaster of some
ilk now - it just means you're one small voice in an ocean of voices.
And as well all know, for every "good" review/er out there,
there's about 100 poor ones. It's just white noise, and the signal to
noise ratio is staggering. At the end of my 10-year run here, I can
count on one hand the number of fellow critics whose work I
consistently enjoy.
6)
Enjoyment. Over the years, I've found that my enjoyment has been
impacted by working as a critic, constantly cataloging pros and cons
pushes me out of the work a bit. Reading for the purpose of critique
alters the experience, it's not the same as reading for sheer
enjoyment. I miss reading for sheer love of the game sometimes.
7)
Evolution. This last point is the most important for my current state
of mind. My role in the industry has evolved over time, and it's
started to lean more toward the creative side, writing or editorial
projects that are not
reviews. I've had the opportunity to do exclusive retrospective
interviews with creators, written introductions to trades, provided
backmatter content for single issues, curated bonus content for
collected editions, I even have a couple pitches in at the moment,
and most recently was hired as a credited editor on an ongoing
series. I could cite the need to recuse myself from reviews because
in some instances it feels like a conflict of interest now, but it's
mostly a loss of interest. Reviewing
comics has simply run its course for me. Not
only do these gigs pay (some quite well), but I've found them way
more rewarding and enjoyable. There's "fire in the belly"
there. Paradoxically, I don't think I would have landed many of these
jobs without reviewing for the last decade, where I was able to build
a professional network, establish some credibility, and hopefully
demonstrate knowledge.
That
said, umm, never say never? I'm sure I haven't written my last
review. There's something magical that happens to me on a tertiary
level when you pair words with images, and I have no reasonable doubt
I'll be reading comics until the day I die. I love reading, I love
writing, I love comics, and if, that's the key, *if* a book ignites
some spark of response, I'm sure I'll be talking about it somewhere,
even if it's just a quick endorsement on Twitter.
Keith
Silva (Interested
in Sophisticated Fun?):
You’re
catching me at a bit of a refractory period, Elkin. Earlier this week
an essay I was asked to write for an upcoming trade paperback was
accepted by the publisher. So, yeah, bully for me, I guess. No cash
money, but $50 to spend at the publisher’s on-line store; rest
assured, I spent $49.99 of those fifty bucks. I hazard to even
mention this. I don’t want to jinx it after all.
ANYWAY
I got the gig because as my friend, Taylor Lilly, would say, “I
wrote nice things about someone’s comic.” Fair enough. Nice
enough things to get noticed and to be asked to (I suppose) say more
‘nice things.’ I stand by what I wrote in both cases. It’s a
comic worthy of praise and a comic I wanted to say something about.
So what?
When
I got the email my essay passed muster and had been met with approval
from both the series editor and the comic’s writer and creator my
wife asked me: “Do you think it means they thought your essay was
good or do you think they’ll accept just about anything?” My
wife, the forever pragmatist. Again, so what? Yes, one might argue, I
committed the sin of … what? … Yea-saying? … Good will? Call it
what you like, what I wrote got me noticed (eventually) and paid,
sort of. Progress nonetheless.
I
wrote my first review
of a comic
three years and a day ago from typing this sentence. At that time it
was about something to say as much as it was a justification for
buying so many comics in the first place. I was also reacting to what
I was reading on-line, the proverbial, ‘I can do better than that
guy.’ I have a competition in me and so I did. For me, writing
about comics is a hobby; pastime is probably a better word choice.
It’s a chance for me to show others the ‘life of the mind,’ so
to speak. I still enjoy surprising myself, especially when an insight
or an idea occurs in the act of writing. Never discount the power of
discovery or surprise or wonder.
Then,
as now, the whole point is to share my thoughts with other
like-minded people. Another way of putting it is I started writing
about comics ‘to make friends.’ If not for the friends I’ve
made since I started reviewing and writing about comics there are no
invitations to write introductions, believe me. Most of the friends
I’ve made I’ve, of course, never met and maybe never will, but
that’s another story for another time. I take solace in the belief
if we lived closer we’d hang out in person as much as we do
on-line, trading one-liners over whiskeys or arguing for our
favorites.
I
never understood the need to be first to review or critique
something, especially art. Yes, maybe every (or any) issue of Green
Lantern, Avengers, or Southern Bastards doesn’t
merit the same scrutiny as a work of art in a gallery; who said it
should? Some paintings require more thought, some less, same holds
true for films too, that’s why it’s called … you know, art. I
admire those writers who can be consistent, quick, and hammer out
critiques week-after-week. Giampaoli has that gift. That’s not me,
never has been me. I like to take my time. I like to think about the
work and see what bubbles up after days or even (God forbid) weeks.
Who’s holding the gun? If nobody gets noticed or paid why chase
regrets? When did the need to write with consistency become
synonymous with championing mediocrity, with, as Lilly poetically
points out, “shouting down an already [and forever] echoing well?”
When I started I made sure to post something at least once a week.
Now, not so much, again it’s a progression or maybe an excuse.
What
I’ve come to realize in the time I’ve spent (wasted?) critiquing
and writing about comics is I’m the one who controls the message.
Me. The internet is always going to be out there, waiting. Why should
I let someone else dictate how I should spend my ‘free time’ or,
for that matter, what I want to read so I can write a review? What,
because they need content? From what I can tell, most
websites pay cynics and suckers the same rate. So what?
At
the core of your question, your dilemma (is that fair?), dearest
Elkin, is why we write about comics. I don’t know about the rest of
you, but I occasionally catch a sidelong glance from my favorite
pragmatist I mentioned earlier followed by a variation of your
question: Are you still writing? Sometimes this
question is delivered with an icy stare and other times exhaustion. I
love writing. I love writing about the things I love. Yes, it’s a
way to pass the time and, you know, impress nerds on the internet
with my vocabulary. For me, writing about comics comes from my deep
down desire to be a promulgator and arbiter. I want to give my shout,
as Giampaoli says, and write about comics and movies and creators I
want to champion. I want to be a voice to remind people that if you
like stuff there’s a comic for you. I want to stand up for small
press publishers and DIY cartoonists who are out there telling
stories and making great comics. When the Eel Mansionses of
the world get mentioned in the same breath as the dozens of
iterations of X-Men comics that come out each week, I’ll
have said my piece about comics.
Which
reminds me, I got this cool Katie Skelly comic the other day …
Elkin:
Page One: I'm really not sure how it all started, but I woke
up one morning from unsettling dreams and found myself writing long
form critical reviews of comics. Maybe it was a result of an extended
stint of unemployment or the fact that my marriage was falling apart
as fast as I was losing my house to foreclosure. Maybe it was a
mid-life crisis as I firmly fell into my forties and I started
pulling muscles I didn't know I had.
Whatever.
Suddenly, there I was hunkered over my desk in a stained t-shirt and
floppy boxers, writing about comic books.
Page
Two:
When I got my BA in English in 1989, I would have punched you in the
neck if you told me that all the decisions I would make in my life
for the next twenty-five years would lead me to laboring for hours
and hours writing about funny books – as “a 4th
tier reviewer on a mildly trafficked internet site awash in a sea of
similar sites that have more to say about less complicated and more
widely accepted claptrap leading nowhere” (it's come to the point
where I start quoting
myself)
– for little readership, smaller recognition, and no pay.
Seriously.
Punched you in the fucking neck.
Page
Three: But here I am now. Much better dressed and pacing in front
of my new standing desk. I've been writing about comics in one form
or another for the past 5 years and, like my fellow writers included
in this piece, I've started to hit the wall.
I
mean, really, what's been the ROI on this gig?
1.
Community – I've met some incredible people whom I would never have
met had it not been for writing about comics. Not only have I enjoyed
my back and forth with the likes of the three other fellas gigging on
this piece, but also with some of the amazing writers at sites like
Comics Bulletin, Loser City, and Psycho Drive-In. Plus I've had
interactions with writers and artists and publishers and critics of
comics via social media and face-to-face that have been inspiring,
entertaining, and thoughtful – none of which would have happened
had it not been for dipping my feet in the water.
2.
Clarification of Thinking – One of the great things about writing
about art is that it allows you to hone your thoughts on a myriad of
subjects. From the obligations that a society has towards those who
compose it, to the role of absurdity in keeping us sane, I've written
about wildly diverse abstract concepts brought about by wildly
diverse small press comics. By spending time writing about these
things, I've grown to understand the complexities of my own thinking
better. By spending time writing about these things with other
writers, I've opened up more fully to new realizations.
And
that's pretty much it.
So
why continue (which is pretty much the purpose behind what I'm trying
to elicit in us all here)?
While
I've listed two pretty compelling reasons above, overall it's a
fool's game, a masturbatory, ego-stroking, dead-end, time-sucking,
awkward at parties, hard to explain to your girlfriend's parents,
even harder to explain to your son, fool's game.
Page
Four: And yet I keep writing about comics, even though I've hit a
wall in my apperception of what it is, exactly, that I'm doing, the
whys and wherefores of the thing as it were.
I
have no answers, I only have guesses, but these guesses form a fine
“because” for the matter at hand:
Because
I love the medium, but more importantly, because, like I told Keith
Silva as we sat on the stoop of some small bodega in Brooklyn a few
months ago, I do it for me, because I have to, because when I read
something beautiful I have to understand why I find it beautiful,
because I want to let the artist know that I found it beautiful,
because I want others to know that the beautiful thing exists.
And
so I continue...
Just
at a much slower pace now.
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